I don’t know how much longer I can do the 5am workout sessions on 5 hours of sleep. I still feel like shit and still can’t fit in my pants. I have welts/raw skin on my hips from the jeans I squished myself into this weekend. I skipped my workout this am because I am too tired so I decided I am not allowed to eat for the rest of the day. Why do I have to torture myself so much?