Fat Girl w/ Little Patience

100 Calories or more of my BS

What's my problem?

This isn't a sappy story about being teased as a kid for being overweight or me looking for someone to keep me motivated. I am motivated. I eat healthy as hell and I work out as religiously as I can but I still cant shake weight off of me.

I've completely lacked in support from friends/family. I've had too many size 2s tell me that there is nothing wrong w/ me pushing plus sizes but in the same breath complain they had to buy a size 4 and they need to diet because they are fat. To me, this blog provides me with an outlet to vent my frustrations of my very difficult struggle with my weight. If the only support I get is from my own venting via the internet then so be it. Shit, maybe someone else will get something out of this.

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September 13, 2010

Running myself thin

I don’t know how much longer I can do the 5am workout sessions on 5 hours of sleep. I still feel like shit and still can’t fit in my pants. I have welts/raw skin on my hips from the jeans I squished myself into this weekend. I skipped my workout this am because I am too tired so I decided I am not allowed to eat for the rest of the day. Why do I have to torture myself so much?